Day 193

Two days in a row of no middle-of-the-night eating, then last night I woke up and ate peanut butter. At least it was organic with no sugar. I am starting to get in touch with my passions again, the things I really care about that charge me up. What I want to do in this world, how I want to make an impact. That is who I truly am. That is the nature of me. Those things are satisfying and fulfilling and so far beyond overeating. Who I really am is a person who wants to save the world. In some way. Making a difference on a large scale. Affecting humanity so that there is more love and kindness and personal freedom in the world. Is that just a dream or can it become reality?